Mixed Emotions
I’m nervous about my interview today, but not as nervous as I have been for other interviews. I’ve had an uncanny level of confidence in the process so far. I’m not certain if it is because the job description is such a great fit or because this is the first time I’m looking for a job but don’t need to. I’m not cocky but confident in who I am. My goal for the call is to showcase the worker I am, not the employee who has settled into mediocrity at my current job.
Maybe a liter or two of my confidence (Confidence is measured in liters.) can be contributed to the wedding. It really is hard to feel bad about anything when I have so many good times coming up. I imagine the feeling would be the same if I had an other job offer.
But the wedding is making me agitated too. Beth & I have planned very well for months but now the little shit I would normally obsess over has been put to the side. For example, I’m traveling out of the country in five days and haven’t planned nearly as much as I have for our Orlando trip last year. That isn’t a fair comparison because our fun in Mexico will primary be at the resort and the travel company down there will make it painless to enjoy activities elsewhere. That stark difference from Disney World which I’m convinced requires planning and knowledge to make it that magical vacation everyone dreams of.
The high for Saturday is now at 58-60º F. That is nippy but at least we all won’t be sweating in our clothes.
